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Friday, 20 November 2009

yt - Enrique & Bach

the other day i was watching ANTM..

Enrique Iglesias
okay lets just listen to it without watching the music video.
ish.

quite nice. i mean compared to other modern music which only consists of SHOUTING.

on the other hand, i'm umm...addicted (sorry, dont know what's the right word) to this.
by JS Bach.

i dont really like this one, i prefer the anne sophie mutter one, but i cant embed that.

once again, dont watch the vid, just listen.

i enjoy both, but i think the colour is different. and the pattern. and texture.

(i know, you dont get what i'm talking about, right)

2 very different pieces of music.

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

yeah baby, I'm updating my bloggg.

long time to update.
either of these 2 reasons.
1. i was really busy. (not that i'm not busy now, but just not as busy as before)
2. i had nothing to update about.

3 things to update.
first, a request made by Jopia (lol)
my last day in school for this year.
not hers, but mine.
some last minute speech that pn Shalini expected us to come up with.
random pics.
no comment.

next, Kuantan.
i umm... what can i say?
found it quite...boring. not much to see.
only things that werent so bad was the beach, the yummy-licious food at Pak Su's, batik factory (no pic), turtle sanctuary. other than that it was like...driving around...staying in the hotel room.....blah blah
ahha..so cute.
of course it was good to get away from this congested city to a more...kampung-ish (?) place


last but not least the best,
also known as Jay Beee <333 href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_g97407QYzGs/SwNjILMKD2I/AAAAAAAAA90/UhuSPv2_pzc/s1600/JB+7+nov+09+002.jpg">
pics taken at a...famous-ish chicken rice shop.
didnt get to snap any pics after that. but the memories are kept in my...head. and on paper.
stayed up till..4 am on sat night?
well it aint like these chances come very often so when the chance does come, grab hold of anything you can.
once again, easier said than done.
only by the grace of God. if God grants.


my apologies cuz the pics arent in chronological order.

hoping against hope for God to open the door. <-- I'll mention it if things materialize.
pleaseeee.
bye now.

oh before that.
1. french is hard.
2. my violin is dying. i shall revive it again these few days.

Thursday, 5 November 2009

is religion experimental?


have you tried shaking hands / paws with a dog?
they're extremely cute and lovable.

unlike my cat.
cant train cats.
you can only teach them their name and toilet train them.
nothing much other than that :(

anyway. JB last weekend, hopefully this weekend again. (by the mercies of God)
on one hand, the joy is inexpressable.
like, every moment with the family of God is treasured, cherished, licked up.
but on the other hand, when much is received, much is expected.

and i've been failing.

of course, the fire is there. burning, inside me.
how big it is, i'm not sure.
can i keep it burning?
can i make the fire explosive?

not in the flesh, but by the grace of God.

much easier said than done.

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another thing is,

carmen pee does not wear braces anymore!!
:D


she has to wear retainers now.

i noticed that i have weirdly-shaped gums.
dont know why.
and now, my mouth feels..empty.

i wish to update more, but i aint got enuff time.
sadly.

so. byez now.

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

november :)

i cant believe it's november already!!
like, time passes so quickly!!!

oh dear.

before you know it, it'll be the year 2010.

2010.
sounds very far away, doesnt it.

neways, i was planning to post a full update, but mr. internet wont allow it because he's limited.
splog too.
so, i'll do it...tomorrow?



i love november.
1. holidays
2. i grow old. =.=

bish.

peace and chocolate.

???

also, this

from Amanda :)

To accept this award here’s the rules:

Post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link. Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

i nominate....
choey yee, denise, hui wen, hui ying, jo ee, kelsey, melissa, nazween, yin ling, nicola, erin, weili, wei wen, sophie and xue er!

cuz they said newly discovered.
the others have been discovered very long ago.

else i'd have nominated you.
nominate Joch and Sarah, if you want to put it in your blog.

byes nows.

Thursday, 29 October 2009

have you had the weird feeling in your stomach..

hello peeps.
or, spammers (in my c-box)


guess what? i finally have a breath of fresh air.
like, after spending time in du's simfonietta and stuff.
in the form 5's graduation ceremony

some teachers and students commented that we rocked the school's socks!! whoohoooo!
and only the form3s were involved cuz everyone else is having year end exams now..
great job, grace ling (conductor), kelsey (pianist), devraj (drummer, replacing daniel who went to england and left us :( hee) and all the others who helped me choosey the songeys.

pn cat wanted a malay song. "mungkin nanti" wouldnt work so we played "when you say nothing at all" and translated it into malay -- "apabila kamu tidak cakap apa-apa"
LOL.

and to Soon, as for thunderstruck, we'll do it next year.
maybe.
and after our performance pn cat went missing. when she told us to go look for her.
(i'm so short =.=)


okay. that's over.

sunday night - my violin teacher's wedding dinner.

no details here.
oh wells. congrats to her!


i'm still stuck on the same page of the book that i'm reading.
so i'm gonna go continue it now.

that's right.

really hoping to go to JB this weekend!!!
God willing!!!
i cant wait!!!
(a bit scared too, of course)

~carmen the not so great.

p/s: pics of orch people in this post are taken from...i dont know where. i forgot how i got them. so if somebody happens to be reading this post and goes like, "hey!! that pic was taken by me/my camera!!" then credits to you :)

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

yet again, inabilities

ngyahah.

it's been a week since PMR. and i havent been able to do much stuff.

so please don't expect me to update my blog really often (like, daily or something) because it can be a bit time consuming. i'll only blog when i have something to blog.

make sense?

currently doing a music project now, doing a lot of research.
and man, there are so many articles on wikipedia. ish.

also, i came across this. really funny.


for the previous post, i forgot to "express my gratitude" to kai june and kah shen for carrying my pmr table for me.
consequences of teman-ing Deshvin. (see? i'm such a nice friend) jk


and to sofea, how do you want me to put your name in my posts?
sofea sofea sofea sofea nass nass nass nass

bluekk.


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finally managed to find a comfortable pair of shoes.
i've been wearing slippers everywhere.

shopping takes up a lot of time. that's why i dont really enjoy it.

oh yeah speaking of shopping, i watched this too.
now playing? uhhh..

alrighties people.
ciaos. sorry 'bout the messy post.

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

sick and tired of exams.

so i'm uber-happy that PMR is finally over.
thank God for granting me grace to endure this past....i-dont-know-how-long period of exams.

i cant really believe PMR is over.

in fact, i cant believe that it already started either.


PMR candidates' standard pencil-box/zip-it bag

they're/we're so proud of it that we show it off to the invigilators before entering the bilik peperiksaan everytime.
and somehow, the invigilators never get bored of it.
hmm...how interesting.

:p

and my slip thingi majigie
contenged.
and censored all my personal info. except the name and stuff.
dont worry, i didnt scribble on the real thing..i scribbled on it in photoshop.
pn tan told us to keep it as a souvenir.
yeah you know i actually kept my UPSR one.

bleh.

well anyway, i'm learning french now.
and working on my violin (my fingers have lost their stamina, argh)
and got a music project (which i havent started on)
and a lot of things to do which i wont list out here.

i forgot what else i was gonna blog. no worries, i'll blog them when i remember.

IF i remember x)
Enjoy your holidays, people.

The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked; who can know it?